In fact it took me many years to find my relationship to the instrument, and my reasons for being a musician. I had ideas about going into psychology, into healthcare, instead. But you can't run away from your nature, from what you're made of. And it kept haunting me. I was a musician, but I didn't want to be. It was a very difficult time.

- Gabriela Montero ("PIANO" May/June 2008)

 

Frankly speaking, there are times when I wonder "What the ...... am I doing in NUS NURSING???" Tonight is one of those times. What the ....... am I studying about drugs, DNA, how the body works and stuff..............

When all I'm confessing is that I wanna be a PIANIST??? And everyday the dream is bugging me... I see it all the time!!! It's agonizing. ='(

Sometimes, I feel like the boy with 5 loaves and 2 fishes. Nothing much in my hands, little talents. But as he gave them to Jesus, He multiplied them and fed thousands of people.

Similarly, I believe that as I surrender what I have to God, He is able to multiply them to bless many people!

I also wanna thank God for putting many people in my life to help me along the way.

As the saying goes, if He gives you the vision, He will give you the provision.

Amen! :)

Still, after all that have been said, I very much enjoy being in the Nursing course, it's the coolest course in NUS. HAHA. I love learning about our body. It's the most amazing and beautiful creation ever. It's so complex that there are still many many things which the scientists haven't unraveled.

Life itself is a miracle. Something unfathomable. A mystery of God? :)

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Alright that's all for now...
Still learning to like Mondays haha.